Saturday, January 11, 2020

Night Thoughts

1. How can I earn more money?
2. How will I become an expert in time management?

I am outside the house rushing something. It must be done outside because of the dust and I want some view while I work. There are some dogs roaming around the street. It was their time of the day to rule. They bark, they ran and they flirt with each other in open view. They seem to acquire courage in the absence of daylight. 

The cold is starting to seep through my body. My feet are already numbed by cold. This means I have to be inside the house. I have to sleep because I have to wake up early. While in bed, I am having flashbacks if all the things that happened to me. I have survived. I am so proud of myself. The next move I have to make is figure out what to do next. 

My mind is racing. There is a lot happening and time is flying so fast. I miss the time when I was chill, naive and romanticize everything that comes my way. But this does not mean I want her back. Maybe I just want to commemorate how she died and I was born. 


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