did she even know how you feel.
when you told her that you'll meet at three, did you? then you asked her to meet her at three. should you still tell if its am or pm??? then you told her you'll see her at three pm. and she thought she'll see you at three pm. usual place. then you did not go. you did not see her by three when you told her clearly that you would. so, she'll think that maybe you just want to make her feel something. maybe you just want her to learn (what?) maybe you just want her to think things over -to mature maybe. maybe you just overslept since you did not even bother to ask. you needed some asking. you needed a slap. so you did not even explain. when you needed explaining.
so she undertood.
because you are everything. been through so many things. and this is just among the things. stupid. no. that was love.her definition of love and patience. my own definition of martyrdom.
so let me tell you this you do not have the right to play on people's emotions. nor did you ever had the right of just trying not to hurt. go away.
have you ever been hurt? loved? nobody cares. and so just go. away.
sometimes i ask myself. we do doubt. we do have queries. we have every right to be innocent and yet defensive. above all we are required to be rational. humans as we are. no. being stupid is not included. what the-
"people pass in your life, and they are all worth keeping"-i said it
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