ABOUT ME

I'll talk about myself since i like talking about myself:

i have simple pleasures in life. i take happiness from simple things. i try to see what others cannot comprehend. i can say that my life is not complicated but i do things to complicate it. one thing: just stay put and do not step on others.

i have particular impulses that sometimes put me offtrack. but everybody has them. well, i do have dreams and even if i can't fulfill them all its OK. everything happens for a reason. and even if things go wrong and I've fallen. i know that i would always stand up. no matter what. we are not rocks that has to be pushed to mover- my grandmother once said, not to me, but to my mom. i love my mom. and i love her more than anything else. again i am so sorry for some...

i can say that i am a self-centered person, but I'm not. i do not leave people because i have felt how it was to be left. something that haunts me until now. and me clinging to some people might label me as a user but I'm not. people stayed because they want to. i would have survived on my own all the while. but i cannot allow myself to create another world on my own. see, if something threatens to ruin me i eliminate it. i want to become a better person and this is just a part of the process.

another thing, i am not aspiring to be like everybody else. i want to be a highlight. and all that. i want to do everything that comes into my mind but i seldom try to finish it. but i do try.

when it comes to relationships, I'll say it again. i do not leave people. sometimes people leave, i just let them be. but they won't leave me again for the second time. and they'll regret doing that. sometimes i regret too that they left. but all the while- if they ruin me- go. i know i have people who'll stay, they are called friends. and this guy, say now i can say he's great and all that.

right now, i am really obsessed with lily Allen's smile music video. so great.