STUDY HABITS

So yesterday, they gave us cases to read and digest. I do not know how the others felt about it but for me it was pure euphoria. But the euphoria was extinguished by the deadlines. See, the thing is I want to enjoy this but they are rushing me! Of course, I want to hide my excitement when I was there.

Yesterday, a thought came to me. We were advised to read the cases thrice or many times util we understand it. Good thing this mentor said that we can go with whatever way we prefer. See, we were told to make an initial reading, a secondary reading and a third one, where you make notes. I can happily do that. But with the time limit provided, it is not actually advisable. So what I do now, is read and make notes already. I use a very big piece of paper so that I can draw arrows and make emphasis on all those important matters. I did it and it worked. Thank God I found a way.

In classes, I realized that the variety of post grad courses we had gave us both disadvantages and advantages. As for me, I know I am used to competition and time constraint. I am also an expert in computing my grades and weighing the possibilities and finding a strategy for survival. The thing is I placed myself in a world, completely different from where I used to be. Here, I know nothing and I am nothing. It thrills me more.

With this kind of schedule, I thought of stopping blogging, facebooking, twittering and you tubing (pardon my terms) for a while. I realized that I cannot for this is the beauty of my present life. I will do everything in my power to make time a space as wide as the sky. I pray to God that he may give me wisdom to do this. So there you have it.

I hope that my readers feel a sense of similarity with me. See, I know that all of us had been or will still be stuck in the midst of boredom to the point of having no reason to live. I think that it is okay as long as the feeling it temporary. I just got out of it. And it is still euphoric. I believe that I went to that dark place because I never knew what I want and what I have to do with my life. There were a lot of answers and other possible answers and it was very confusing. Its just now that I realized that we just have to do what we want and life will come out as beautiful as the rainbow. See, in the law school, they were all questioning our determination and pushing us towards our limits. Indeed the question is about our determination. I think it is fear that pulls us backward. There are a different kinds of fear ad we all know that. And if you are like me, who just came out from a dark hole, you must know that fear is the devil itself. And the devil wants to take your soul depriving you from all the good things in life- the bright side. Would you want that? would you want to lose to the devil who was lost himself with his own thoughts? I think rationality dictates that human beings are survivors. We can.We can all make it if we believe. Well, there will be failures but the question is not always how, where, what. It is when you rise up.