i am utterly amazed by people who exude an aura of vibrating strength. i notice such things by how they act. by how they talk. and mostly by how they carry themselves. thus, that is why i surround myself with people like these. not that i am a user at that or because i am like them, i am not sure.
this does not mean that i am a person who does not cry, and emphatize with other people. no. because strength was never synonymous to being numb. this thing that i want to talk about is a defense mechanism. against all the odds in the world. this is where you run when you know you should not embrace self-pity. because nothing would happen if you tell yourself or admit that you are a weakling.
usually i abhor weakness. usually i am weak too. and usually i give up. usually i do not risk. because i am scared of what. usually i do not admit that i am scared but obviously i am. and it goes the same way with all the other people like me. although we try to feel how other people feel. we try to explore their minds and place ours in their state. : we pretend to be conscious with our body figures the fact that we are still eating a lot. because we're not really obsessed on how we look. we still have something in us that should be satisfied first before anything else. and that also shows that we are the kind of people who possess the freedom that we can do anything we want. without restrictions. of course, this has certain consequences. we alter the normal pace of the universe. we become the opposite/extremes.
i adore my kind. at the same time. i care less for the others who do not aspire to become like us.
kudos.
this does not mean that i am a person who does not cry, and emphatize with other people. no. because strength was never synonymous to being numb. this thing that i want to talk about is a defense mechanism. against all the odds in the world. this is where you run when you know you should not embrace self-pity. because nothing would happen if you tell yourself or admit that you are a weakling.
usually i abhor weakness. usually i am weak too. and usually i give up. usually i do not risk. because i am scared of what. usually i do not admit that i am scared but obviously i am. and it goes the same way with all the other people like me. although we try to feel how other people feel. we try to explore their minds and place ours in their state. : we pretend to be conscious with our body figures the fact that we are still eating a lot. because we're not really obsessed on how we look. we still have something in us that should be satisfied first before anything else. and that also shows that we are the kind of people who possess the freedom that we can do anything we want. without restrictions. of course, this has certain consequences. we alter the normal pace of the universe. we become the opposite/extremes.
i adore my kind. at the same time. i care less for the others who do not aspire to become like us.
kudos.
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