HIM

he can break my heart, he can tear me apart, unknowingly, unconsciously.

*i miss my blog

i saw him once, i was figuring out where i saw him. his face was so familiar but i can't think if i know him. (second life?)
he noticed me,
i think we were both busy figuring out who was the other. so, that was it. whenever i see him, i keep on catching him looking at me, or vice versa?

i do not know. so. great right? one time i was so frustrated to see him, that i went to school for that. then i saw him. at the other side of the court, he was in an Indian sit. he was with other friends, who were uhmm-

i know we both know each other. i know we both know. i have no idea what his name is, or what he is taking up. i just know that he has dark brown eyes, really dark, almost black. he's an athlete, volleyball i think. he's taller than me(great!). he knows me!!!

sadly that is all that i know at the moment. i see him sometimes with one of my classmates in highschool, i do not know if they were buddies. that is all i know.

one thing that i am hilarious about is that i think about him before i get to sleep(hah! how corny can i get?) well, he just have the eyes that dig deeper in the soul. the eyes that makes one feel that your the only one in the room. (who doesn't want that?) i reaaly felt it.

i read what Will Devaughn does if he likes a girl - he looks at her, and gives her the sweetest smile. haaaaahaaa

i really think i have to meet him(my guy), but that would be Jurassic years from now. its so sad. well, i just like that guy. maybe similar to the like-bernard thing that vanished in thin air after everybody said ugh-.

anyways, it is Christmas, i wish it would be God's most precious gift to me.


what if i do not know him
what if he doesn't care?
well,
i'll just sTaY here. and be happy
whatever you say.