Commitments
The fear of commitment is paralyzing us. We choose to shield ourselves, run away or shut down when the feeling starts creeping in.
Upon discussion, it was dissected that the reason behind this is the unresolved issue of the past. Why? How? And when? Of course, it is not his fault or her fault again that we became this fucked-up person that we are right now. This is the choice we have made when those shadows crept in and ate our sanity.
We wonder what are we losing in this choice? We say the sanctuary, the peace and the security of the walls so high no one will ever reach us in the inside. Let them all die in the war outside- them who chose to stay there. In the end we will still be alive.
Other people would jump off cliffs and take a lot of risks. We would too but not on the matters of the heart. We are those whose minds and hearts are merged as one in a reason not rational enough for the world to understand. It is important for us to wrap ourselves in armors of the hardest steels because we are too important to risk it. We are the kings and queens of the kingdom and must be protected at all times.
It is our choice.
Stress Relievers
Sometimes, I want to explode like a bomb. Exploding is intentional so that all those around us will burn in the fire we have created. Then I resurrect like a phoenix and look at the ruins of my demise. I laugh and celebrate my victor by stepping on the remains of my enemies.
In reality, I chose to hit the gym and work my ass out.
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