Then there was that chill that sent me to the dark shadows of my fears. I do not want to fall in love again.
I went to the beach yesterday. I was given the privilege to think about what I am doing. I bored myself to death while watching the sea and the sunset. Then I repeated scenes in my mind over and over that I found the part where I made a mistake that is I keep on overthinking things. Now, I realized that well, if he left me then he did. Its not like the definition of my existence revolves around him. Its not like I have tons of friends who showered me with love and support that I think I want to be broken hearted for a longer time just so I can enjoy the attention. Well, I learned that life goes on just like how easy it was to drop me like that and leave and forget every word said like always and forever. I am meant for someone better than you and I am now happy that you left.
However, there is that fear of stepping into unknown paths. And I am in that phase where I am still scared, doubtful and full of anxiety. But I will I will.
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