On pain
On love
On studies
My actual problem is how I can relieve stress. How can I get out of this and love what I do. Give everything to it? I am actually doing them all now. See, I am trying to quit smoking and it is very difficult. I just try not to think about it whenever the thought comes. And there are these people that who are so shallow I do not know why I met them.
How do I relieve stress?
Eat
Watch Movies
Read books
Facebook
Eat a lot.
Sounds fun.
I also think that setting bigger goals might help. like buying a car maybe. Or a house or a gadget, because everyone seem to have one.
When did I realize this? Well, there was that time that I spent too much for coffee and smokes. Spent also a week's savings on beer. And I realized how it was all a waste of time and I also realized that it was not something to be proud of. It makes me feel so low and I feel more depressed. And that actually I hate being the weak one who gave up on her feelings. it just sucks as hell. So, I shall now try to focus on what really matters, my studies. I love it so much- reading and writing. All the people I meet here who do not yet realize what they want while for some they already know and they are so focused! I love the energy. Indeed, we only live once so why not live it.
I am so happy. Happy at this realization but still struggling to make things work.
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