What is it really that I am looking for? What is actually the reason that I am disappointed? What is the purpose of these all?
Questions that I asked myself from last night. And now, I know how to answer them all. After having been pushed and dragged to finish something that I do not want I took up law because I think it is the right place for someone who is passionate in reading and writing. But then, I was actually disappointed because the law has its perks. I never believed in it, in the law and in the government. And studying it was not a walk in the park.
Last night, I had the most amazing conversations with people who will soon be my sisters that was actually so fun in the face of it. Yes, you were right that I should not allow prejudice take over what I think I can do. I love it I love you all. And I am not actually gay I think Sol was right that is not the reason it should come from the heart.
She also asked me, and noticed that I do not have anyone to talk to. Iam so driend up from all the things that are happening, I cannot seem to know what I am doing. The frustration came from a very deep seated high self esteem. To hell with that. It is high time that you stop thinking that I am stupid.
There was also that way to know the means that we escape insanity from what we do and that is to thread unknown waters and get crazy sometimes...
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