ZERO KNOW: ON HATING AND FORGETTING

you cannot hate her in front of me. you cannot tell me to hate her. why? because even if she lied a lot, even if she told all my secrets, even if she told you something is wrong with me, even if sometimes i hate her too. all the while she was the one who stayed.

i am missing you, i must say. but things return, like a wheel, sometimes its up or down... then so many things will happen. like how the earth erodes and grow. *what am i saying? hate is inevitable- do not blame me for that. i hate you still, i hate you all.

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