TODAY

its time to bade the sun goodbye

and all the other colors it gave,

its time to paint another picture

with another cloud and rain

i'll now wash the canvass

and watch everything be washed-july 1?

wentworth miller is HOT.

i'll confess. i do not act the way i talk. i do dumb things without thinking. i say things without really meaning it. i suck sometimes. im a bitch. a warfreak- when people i love are hurt. a cheater. a world-peace advocate-jwk. most of all im selfish-but im never blind of the sufferings of other people. haha! im sweet too- according to my sister. what i am scared sometimes is that not getting what i expect after i have given so much.because i usually give much but its okey nmn if i don't get much from it as long as im happy, as long as it made me happy.
when i get upset, im so good at overcoming it. also, im so good masking all the pain i feel-sometimes. i know how to smile the same smile everyday and every time. that is among my skills that ive become so good from practicing how to be happy.

TIP:(there are times when you have to be serious in a really funny scene and sometimes you have to smile when you feel like crying)

1. think of the lowest part of your life- this works in situations
2.think of a very funny situation, funny person,or just a person who makes you happy. that will surely make you smile

why i am writing this is , i already lost the reason to smile. and there was a time when i failed because the thought had not succeeded in the moment i needed it most. meaning: i cried-that time

you see, i have to end this hopelessness of chances !!!
oops. i was talking about happiness, so sad . but you see, im not one of those who stay sad forever. goodbye, scofield. nyeknyek!!