Tuesday, July 29, 2008

THE suicidal attempts.

CHOICES:

a. on cutting the veins-
what you need: knife.
b. on hanging yourself-
what you need: nylon rope, stool, last notes
c. on inhaling carbon monoxide-
what you need: car, garage?
d. on drinking poison-
what you need: not acid. POISON name it.
e. on jumping off a building-
what you need: nothing

REASONS:
its not that life is sad, or cruel . its just that life is boring and just that.

BEFORE YOU GO:
cut all the ties you have with people. (im sorry for not attending renj's b-day)
write to all you care about
give the most in everything you do
LIVE for once.

though i once thought that i really do not belong here.

would you believe these are my thoughts for the past days.but none of the choices gave a non-painful way. and -life is like this * sucks.

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