During the first week, I spent my time sleeping and watching. The next week, I messaged friends and family. In between all that was confusion- on deciding how to spend the time well and depression- because you are asked to stay put, like a dog on a leash just guarding the house.
After three days of sulking, I decided to be happy. I downloaded Tinder so that I can talk to random people and maybe find love in an unexpected place. There are so many kinds of people in Tinder - some are horny and some are trying to explain themselves why they are in Tinder like me who thinks they can someone relevant in a dating app. I found nobody. So I just talked to this guy that someone introduced me to. After all I cannot maintain communication with a lot of people.
The next thing I did was clean the house. I took the mindset of a professional cleaner who must clean everything spotless. I must say, this is the most fulfilling part because I accomplished something.
For the next weeks, I am thinking of making a garden, continue blogging and preparing notes for school. I will choose to be positive about what is going on.
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