What I have feared most is happening. This, you and him and them. What do you expect from me? Someone just left me alone, leaving me frail and vulnerable. I am in a situation where I have to toughen up to cope with all these. Do not expect me to be sensitive. I am fighting my own war now. I am on my own. Today, I have to be strong and less soft on others. This is what I have to do survive. Or else, the one who nearly got stuck in that dark place will come back. I do not want her, the weakest version of me.
I just want to be happy!!! That is what I am trying to do now! And you want me to just try to go with it. Or you do not want me to do anything. It is just sad. Today I am trying my best to loosen up and break free from all the reservations I have from myself. Please do not hinder that with your lame expectations.
Peace.
Freedom.
Love.
Serenity.
Harmony.
Rhythm.
These are what I fight for now.
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