i told keryn to stop cursing. since it makes her sound cheap. without breeding and all that. then i went to that corner for a puff. why cant i just say smoke. what does that make me?. i already took back a lot of my words. i no longer know what is happening.
woman: welcome to SLU!!!
it keeps on playing in my mind. it doesn't stop. it can't stop. it seems that i hear a shattering sound all around me. my efforts my hopes my plans my dreams. where did they all go? i think there was some sort of mistake there was... somewhere i have thought of all of these...
woman: you will be a nurse.
yes. again i remember that very moment. and the time i said sorry on my mind for shifting. but what curse have you placed on me? i know i am brilliant(?) i know i can empathize with all those sick people. i just can't take it. i can't look a their faces. why? because i seem to feel every pain. who wouldn't want to be a super hero? who wouldn't want to take away all their pains. hospitals give me so much reality. they tell me who's the boss. i cannot take this. now you want me to go back.
yes. i am scared. i cannot, and to hell with what you say. i close my ear i want to end this. fuck what the hell am i saying.
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