Sunday, June 1, 2008

A STONE'S MAUDLIN

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every teardrop that i gave to the sea, shall compel the ocean to rise.tomorrow at sunrise the world too shall cry.

if i kneel before you

if i want to plead

if i grab your hand and pull you from those weeds.


but i cannot even touch you

i cannot even get close

should i?

watch you ruin and fall?

wait for what happens

and that would be all?

even silence screams

but i cannot tell my heart to stop staring

i cannot even stop my tears


you.

i cannot watch you fall

i would take that one step,

just to be near you.,

even if guilt and doubts pull me back

i cannot watch you fall


just hold on to something that would never let you go, if you find it

no one can ever touch you.i hope you understood everything that i told you, because i only took one step, i shall let you be. remember that no one deserved to hurt you, even HIM.



nota:

i know things will never be the same. but, what is bound to be shall be. i can no longer act as the good person, i know i too , have flaws. i have stopped judging you, but i never really did that. i just wanted you to at least look at things differently , but you did not, why should you. i am no righteous person. but i know there was that time i claimed to be one. how dare me say those words right? i am sorry.


still i am happy that all of us will be on our own, but i guess i am the only one who is alone here. this is the path that i have chosen. i am very happy here. with myself. it had been better to cry when nights, even days would made me realize that everything ended up sad and bad.


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