Sometimes rationale evades reasons. Sometimes, the emotions take over meaning. If it does, it becomes a mistake. Then we say we are just humans. Humanity may be related to some kind of weakness that becomes a defense to lighten the burden of consequenses. Being human may entail committing mistakes once, twice and repeatedly until it becomes a habit, a vice or a disease.
What if what you are doing now kills you? But you love it so much that letting go is not a choice you will make even if it is one of the options. What if you have to but you cannot. What if you must but you have already stitched the idea permanently to your being that it became a part of your body? What if you just do not want to? Even if it kills you.
This may be a result of what we have seen, heard and felt. People on the movies fighting to the death for something they believed in. People pushing and breaking down barriers to impose something. They have changed reality or rationality whatever they may be called.
But one of the mysteries of living is the idea of not knowing what is on the other side of the coin. You will never know unless you flip it. You can never know its authenticity if you do not check it out. Mistakes may occur but there will always be another chance of redemption. There will always be another day. Reality or rationality may establish a certain biorder between right and wrong but it never meant it makes you a better person if you follow all the rules.
Even if it kills you, do the one thing you know you have to. Walls may break and days wasted but at least you knew. Even if it kills you, you have to. Somewhere along the way you will know if it is time to walk away or not.
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