groggy

too tired to write
too hurt to think
too much pain 360 degrees around me
you
you
andyou

thank you for this day.
I met people who fought for it
while I stay here
will wait surely
until he comes to save me again
or I will save myself
but thank you still.

I think both of us are selfish and with egos up above the sky
that made it wrong or what made it wrong is that I am crazy and you are not
I loved you so much and should not have said too much
so we are here in the middle of something unnamed
waiting for the wind to blow so we can let go
or hold on
you
have been perfect in every way that I see
I know that is not possible
I was too happy to notice
I believed in your words
So I willthrow the blame to you.
for making the fall hard and is this permanent?

I am just so tired of hurting waiting
so tired of everything
and you don't seem to even care