POETRY FOR YOU

hi. it has taken time for me to realize that I am, empty, dull, plain, name it. its like i have to ask myself what i have been living for. and i have finding reasons behind reason and everything leads to me, being empty. i went out with people yesterday. and i thought of regretting going there. well, there are a lot of things that i have learned from it.

1. not all people are like me, self-proclaimed-tough.
2. things do not change, even if you think they do. in the end you'll know what you really want.
3. everything undergoes a process ( thanks auntie mary for your words of wisdom). one cannot be better in a flash

4. love is everything, for some.
5. we're all still young to deal with way-great burdens, like love.(you know yourself , dear friend)
6. the world will never stop even if we do. everything goes on, even if you stop it. that's a fact so live with it.
7. live what you learn (a line from a dear elem. teacher: faithfulyn canlas)


*you guys, made me see what this is all about. i thank you. but i cannot even show a part of me that is that sensitive- i am empty (why-oh-why) but do not ever forget to love yourself- because even if you think that you don't need a helping hand, do not forget to have yourself, as a wall to help you stand. that is what i have seen. one has to love oneself to be able to survive harsh truths.

i ended yesterday, lying to my mom, lying to myself, watching t.v., and writing this for YOU.

thorns from your body
thorns penetrating me.
been eating this kind of pain
been suckling this truth.

and though i cannot paint a picture
how can i tell you
if all that i know
are the words: i love you; you're my world

and i wrote this for me: I'd build a fence around me, without any gate or any entry.
see, fears do not indicate weakness. ponder on that.
*IM LOVING MY GROUPMATES: take care you all