NARCISSSS- WHAT?

lately, i had been exposed to an environment, clearly not my own. i wanted to go back to the world i belong but i have to finish this course now. i can't just return for those people. must i say that the people around me are so "UNCOOL". except for some though. however, things have been so funny, really crazy.

must i say that i have the coolest friends in the world but not entirely the best. i mean this. define cool: we go to parties; movies; we talk about boys, sex, love, hate, gossips, fashion, beauty- everything, i do not know a single thing that we did not yet talk about. above all- we are all beautiful. (dang, if you guys read this, -idunno) actually i am not lying, i do not usually brag. i am just stating facts.( maybe you want to see us sometimes) oh- i am just talking like this because i miss the so much. as if they took civilization right now and here i am, in a Jurassic era.

for some to understand- i just shifted to another course. well, hell you care but my parents and i think some of my relatives are fuzzing about it. whatta? if you think i have thrown away my future, think again THIS IS MY LIFE. i was saying, - my current classmates are utterly uncool, except for some i'll say again. just basing it on the preferences on music(brrr_), fashion, and there is not a single handsome HOT appealing guy i have seen. man! what is life without that?! oh-well, however i became the most beautiful. of course to them i am a hybrid.(ha-ha)

ok. so yesterday i was with kyps, miken and audrey(a friend of theirs) and i saw my groupmates tam, rea, jaki, ronald, andrei and some friends greta, ferdie, celes, and the rest. oh! i saw audrey vudine. happy to see her god! such beautiful people!!! i mean i must miss them. i am not saying that all the people in my new environment is ugly. this is what we call "GENERALIZATION" ok? blame the ugly ones, they ruin everything. by the way ,when i said ugly- i mean, those frivolous, synthetic, really culpable characters of today's world. get it?
i see fake pips now. or i just don't want to be around anyone. because i am hating everything. ha! i love life. i can't imagine, yesterday, i associated myself with an "egg"? how the? well the drama's over i think i cried enough so that's the end of it. why did i cry? -people always leave- peyton sawyer.

at least i do have some movies to watch and some books to read. these past days i have that stupid trips- that i won't talk about because i'll shame myself if i do. i have a classmate who pronouced "pillars" as "pelars". whatta? and i don't know if this guy is stupid because... can i not continue this? i feel guilty i think i should not laugh about other's weaknesse, the fact that i am a great and a nice beautiful person at that. so well i think i'll try to start bonding with the guys . i remember i have a cute classmate! but he's younger. hu-hu.who cares. tonight i am GOING TO PARTY!!!! YAHOO!- SO i think it will be a great day, since i'll see a lot of hot guys tonight and the morning. party til morning!- no, i am not a flirt , imagine i am single- and this is the fun part. ciao dear blog