TRIBUTE

"and when the wind blows, anything can hapen"- Holiday.

its not funny how life can change in just a moment.
in just a second.
a millisecond.
or longer, longer than ever.

its not funny when even words are not of so much use,
but they are the least you can give.
if all you have
is just moment
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can you count time?
how many grains of sand fall?
how many turns the lft hand did?
have you counted them?

count seconds, minutes.
hours. count days and years
you'll see
if you have counted
then you can have a definite answer
when you have.-just a moment

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how many miles have you walked?
how many children have you raised?

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i saw two mariposas
same form -explain to me that. i saw it in broad daylight.


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don't i deserve to be happy?
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i am so sorry if this is all i know. i am trully sorry. i hope that you are happy out there and i know you are. you have built a kingdom here. i am so proud to be in it. i love you. we all love you. and if you are watching from out there. we'll be good. we will. you see there are so many things i have learned from you. i know i never asked. i regret it. but you showed everything you have to say. from that. we all became who we are- just like you. and maybe this is so sad, you leaving. we can never be selfish lolo. and if it takes letting you go. then so be it. if it is what is good for you then it it be. i hope that you are in good hands, i know you are. we're all prayin here. and even if i may never see you again by that window where you always sit by, i know you are there. you'll be. right? and you'll be there in every christmas party again, right? and we'll all making "mano" to you again, right? you will be there , right? because there is no other grandfather than you, in here.in our hearts. i love you.