Well, I am sad again for reasons that I denied myself from the past. Such as, loving myself for what she deserves. I should have soul searched even before or did what I love most.
But then, I can still choose to be happy. I will then choose not to hate myself for all the mistakes and frustration that I myself caused for this past months. I will face the consequences of my actions like an avid learner of life. This is the best time to learn from my mistakes. Trying to be someone is just so tiring. I want to live my life to the fullest by not focusing on the bad things.
In the past months, I realized that the most brilliant people do not know what to do when faced with challenges that was not written in the books they have read. Among these, are coping, holding on and being strong when it seems impossible to be strong. But for some reason, they still find their way around it, just like everybody else.
Right now, I am again afraid of what is to come. But, regardless of the outcome, I will look at it as a lesson learned.
There will always be another day. Another chance. Another way.
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