There is a time in every life when one should slap himself on the face. The sad fact that has to be faced in order to live. That is I am alone. I have a quote in mind but I just could not find it right now about being alone and how people try not to feel it.
Last night, I have had the perfect conversation with people, who are now my friends. And they told me things that I will never forget.Indeed, why should I waste time being in despair when the other does not. I am sure that time will come when I will realize that reality is just the way it is. I think I have been too naive about things in life by trying to assume and give meaning to everything. Well, as I have learned in law, nothing else matters but law in the face of it even though you are of disadvantage because you are a nursing graduate and you are a hopeless romantic who is now facing a lot of case digests to write and books to memorize.
But I must share my utter disappointment for what happened. Why? It should have been perfect had it not been for you, who I think rendered me as stupid. I see, that you will not understand my points of belief, so why should I try? It is the saddest thing that being naive makes me impossible to be with. I think I have changed a lot in the past relationships but I did try to adjust on some aspects just so I can cope up or just so it can work. But it did not. I now realize that it is most wrong to change something good already. Indeed, I am best when I am alone because I will not disappoint anyone and no one will disappoint me. Like what I was told yesterday, I am lucky to feel all these while I am still young. Young is the word that renders us carefree and stupid. However, despite that sad fact we should grow now because I think I am not young anymore.
Thank you God for today.
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