Friday, December 2, 2011

me and my hateful- frustrating thoughts

I love you. I love you so much I know I could have not made it without you.
I miss you- soo much it hurts. I told you all these. I told you everything- my doubts, my fears, my love. I thought you got tired because I was selfish I thought everything was about me. or that you have your own life now and I find it hard to fit in. I find it hard to find my place. You do not need me babe. I need a love that gives something back. You just can't. Like now, you cannot even eat your pride to talk to me. You shot me with your cold shoulder. haha.

who knows- maybe this is where it all ends. or not -if you try and I try. But you see, we are two proud people or that would be you. Someday you might find someone who can melt that pride and I will be veryhappy for you. and I will find myself someone who would look and sound crazy about me. and we would be happy too.

I just got tired you know. Tired of what we have. But don't ever say I never loved you. I always will. You will always be that special and it hurts how you treat me now. I am not the only one who's in fault for this failure. This is just disappointing very much. I hate you already.

Cheers and have a good life. :)

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