MIKASA

the lines went this way then it went up and down and round and round. sometimes my radar for pick-up lines are way to strong i absorb too many of them then i do not notice which ones are mine when i tell them. so i might say that i think like a salad. if that was gross to say whatever?

well, this days i am so busy or maybe not, i just like the idea that i am so busy and hahaha i really am. my social life is being cut and that really effin sucks because i am in a sort of real world now. i am surrounded by people who would do anything just to get past through everyone! ands that if i do not do something i will be left behind. i hate being left behind. but what is difficult is that i am used to having people lay the carpet on my feet and as i have said. this is indeed the real world.

i loved my old life? i loved my confidence slapping everyone's face with my brilliance! that was when i was surrounded by idiots. or i might be just as assuming as everyone is. see, brilliance does not have a basis. it is innate. hahaha talk about my defense mechanisms on some of my loser traits.

so while everyone is thinking of whom to vote for president i am here lamenting over my ancient dramas. that is i am so sad that i cannot do what i want. and that i cannot even do a proper NCP in 1 hour when everyone else can. blah blah. well, the reason why i will not vote today is that i went to the movies that night when all the lines were long and i was at the end of it with my dear neighbor.

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