i would like to laugh so hard until everything of me comes out, then I'd die. you know you love me- said Gossip girl, whose life is just about prying on other people's lives like everything is just another gossip. oh well, i care less about her, since when i tried to grab some quotable quotes in her show, i failed. i cannot forget the line "be careful what you fish for." what the?
talk about living the most boring life ever: i tried wanting to be suicidal- due to boredom and feeling of uselessness and all that. at present i really am trying so hard to be anorexic then i just realized that i am- i have skipped meals in a day, with just caffeine and nicotine in my system to keep me going. then with straight overnights- hola! i do not think i have been thinner. just weaker. more susceptible to outside jerks. i do not like this. so I'll end it. now. i have been eating a lot and i hate it. really but i have to let go because this anorexic drama is killing my self-esteem. or that i still look up to myself and i just can't put my mind to thinking that i am so unloved because i know i am. what the.
this drama ends now- I'll eat and eat. sometimes i want to blame something for this. i know a lot of girls out there wants to be ... whatta- this ends . now.
well, now i just want to read, and all that.
LAST night, the dogs howled. and silence. i gripped on something hard. i hate reality. that's why i love Neil gaiman.
PS: i notice everything, i just do not know. but something is fishy out there. and when i say fishy- specifically. well, can't talk now.
talk about living the most boring life ever: i tried wanting to be suicidal- due to boredom and feeling of uselessness and all that. at present i really am trying so hard to be anorexic then i just realized that i am- i have skipped meals in a day, with just caffeine and nicotine in my system to keep me going. then with straight overnights- hola! i do not think i have been thinner. just weaker. more susceptible to outside jerks. i do not like this. so I'll end it. now. i have been eating a lot and i hate it. really but i have to let go because this anorexic drama is killing my self-esteem. or that i still look up to myself and i just can't put my mind to thinking that i am so unloved because i know i am. what the.
this drama ends now- I'll eat and eat. sometimes i want to blame something for this. i know a lot of girls out there wants to be ... whatta- this ends . now.
well, now i just want to read, and all that.
LAST night, the dogs howled. and silence. i gripped on something hard. i hate reality. that's why i love Neil gaiman.
PS: i notice everything, i just do not know. but something is fishy out there. and when i say fishy- specifically. well, can't talk now.
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