SCRAMBLED EGGSSS

i just made my own love story- the one that i have been dreaming of, the one that i have always wished for. well, you can tell me now, how lucky or pathetic i am. you can scold me for what i have recently done. but you can still ask me though, why i did it, why am i like this. or maybe you doubt me, you'll say i am just fooling around. maybe you'll tell me my own words: know your self-worth. hell with worth.- they said when you love, you fail to consider anything (pardon me for the word love). but you must know-surely you must know, that i can be that person if i want to.

thing is, if you have been listening to my words, you'll know that i want to do a lot of things in this world. and everything starts now.

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hi blog. i know you miss me, yeah i miss you too.
well lately i have been sad but now i am happy,
i hope so are you, too.
i am having fun and you know i always do.
well i just want to say,-

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hi: again, im just practicing and well, this is my way of telling something .

here's my point of view towards life, death, love, sex, and all the rest. i shall begin by introducing myself: hi i am arlene joy sumalag, i read Twilight (i admit being so crazy about it) but it vanished since i reminisced watching Queen of the Damned by Anne Rice. and that defines it. why did i include "sex"? i must proudly admit that i am a virgin, yet maybe if i was born in the rightful country , where i should really be, i think i won't be a virgin. still i know that even in this (conservative) country some girls are UV. and i don't blame them. God made sex beautiful. why am i discussing this? one thing because i made up my mind, that my first love-making should be on the sea-shore. however i read an account where it said that sex in the seashore is not advisable- with all the grains of sand???? well, i'll do something about that. well, it's time to say I HAVE A BOYFRIEND!. and i hope he's not reading this because i am not insinuating anything, just... kyps told me that, there was that certain period of time when a couple could be able to "make love"- not sex please. then in Cosmo, KC Concepcion said that it's ok to lose your V to a good guy, knowing he's good it would be worth it(not the exact words though), then my guy friends told one of my girlfriends that it is ok to do it when you reach a year- since yun na lang ang kulang.

well, one of the girls told me that it is the only thing that she has left to herself-since the moment we talked, since now she's UV. and for me, that is what i would do. -or not. anyways, we're not yet there. still a long way. and i promise to keep my promise to tell kyps- i'll tell the details. haha!

towards life: well, i witnessed my grandfather's death. i nearly committed suicide after that. and then... a lot of things. then i just read Veronica Decides to Die. very nice. well, for me, life is just a one way road. if you want to do something now, do it. if you dont want , then don't.

do you believe, that people lie to save that ego? what a stupid question. define ego.define EVERYTHING UNDER THE SUN AND I'LL TELL YOU- what the?- hll,

...goodbye blog.