MARKY CIELO

YESTERDAY, i was able to attend the funeral of one of Philippines young actors, Marky Cielo. actually, it was laura who dragged me there but i obliged anyway.

well, there were a lot of people. a lot of fans, i think, families, and some acquaintances maybe. i never thought that i would go there. i am not the kind who goes to hound over celebrities, you know. and besides it is a very sad occasion that i really resent.

looking around, i doubt if everyone is truly grieving. i have known death since my grandfather's. i have prayed fervently too, for a chance or another second, or minute. i know how his relatives have questioned God why he took him. i know that they have cried an ocean but nothing happened.

YESTERDAY, i thought, that was what i have been missing the whole time. i do not know how to grieve. i am just a mere witness to everyone's lives and that i just emphatize with them, nothing more, nothing less. or maybe i am wrong, but those people who went to the funeral, not all of them know Marky personally. but they went there. why. the reason they went there was not the same as mine. i just went there because i was dragged. but i must admit that i have felt the aura of sadness enveloping that place. it was so moving. but there's nothing to be done but place yourself in a state of grieving. where's the sense in that?

then it slapped me. Marky Cielo deserved it. he is a good person, if we base it on the number of people who went there. there was even that stupid thought that occured to me. what if he was my soulmate??? what will happen to me then? haha- Cielo had proved the world wrong of the wrong connotations towards Igorots and other IPs. in a way, he showed us all that to prejudice is wrong. i think i already have a crush on him.

well, i am not a fan, actually. as i have said i was just dragged by Laura. ok? .

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i am pissed about how people react towards twilight. wataaaaffff&****! most people are over reacting. or i think they are reacting the way they should. but where is the sense in that? everyone is claiming Edward Cullen!!! -Rob Pat. and i would like to laugh. if they have to settle for Rob pat. so be it. as for me i'll have my own edward.

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blow me,
gently to where
you want me

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