HALF-WAY

to all those who just want to have fun: though shall not waste time on senseless dumb, really dumb things like things i am thinking of right now.

*i am missing astroboy. (huhu) i know he misses me too (HAKHAKh!!)

here's halfway:

"there are so many things to be said. but we just can't."

and though it sucks so much to deal with these sentiments. I'll tell you. if you do not make a move you're just as dumb as i think. .you see, astroboy. I'm not in the right state of my mind right now.(be thankful for that!) well, all i wanted to say is that . it sucks that all people should dwell in this kind of insanity i am in right now. F**** no, i do not love you , not yet., i hope you are not like all the rest of the men i knew.(may dogs fu** those men) and maybe my point is. i really have not yet figured out that one yet. I'm loving it. i wanted to indulge in this stupid thing because for once i want to be hurt. and i know that you can hurt me , astroboy, if you are just among the dumb men i know. well, if you are not astroboy reading this ( i doubt) guess who astroboy is. guess what . astroboy is no way- sooo far from absolute. because!! abso su******* . (tell me he doesn't. )

actually. i am hating right not. because of those f************************** exams that requires review? damn!!! I'm so thankful astroboy exists. har-har-

i just miss astroboy.hwarrk!! .

nathan sCott!

* i am currently watching: one tree Hill . and Nathan Scott is among the BEST most in love men i know. * I'm loving him!!

and i know that if astroboy is still out there . i'll still be here. BWAHAHAHA!

*TO KYPLER: this is progress. I'm happy for you too with yours.

*TO ASTROBOY: you do not know yourself . hahaha!!! har har. this is so fum. i know you do not know that you are astroboy