i do not wish to tell myself that i am not destined to be here. i want to love where i am and i am loving it. i will not leave because it would not be a good reason for taking the right path for me. yes, i want to be a ____. but i will not be a millionaire if i'd be that. i will not be able to explore the other dimensions of this world if i'd be giving up. to be a student nurse is tough- in my perspective- and to be a great SN would be tougher. i will become a part of somebody's life while i am here . i will. -
i was asked later that night about the plans in my life- i said i'd take law". why? because it was my plan when i was in highschool.(remember??? palmer and julius!-my beloved sitmates) i knw it would be tougher.
if asked how i would be a millionaire- uhmm , i will still find out.
i wonder what exactly is my plan: am i goin to have a family? the fact that i do not want to be confined in a four-walled place with kids and live a life of being nobody!!! or... tell me if there's someone out there who would love me forever and ever!!! tell me if Prince Charming do exist..because i don't believe he does ( damn you who destroyed my perception of love, you who lied, you who cheated, you who made her cry, you who... all of you) though a part of me says something- that fantasies only happens in dreams
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i would leave this place. i would go away. i would not take all your weaknesses with me. i have learned my lessons from you. i would live a life different from anything you have believed in. but thank you. i would never forget those who stayed.- with CAPS and PINS. i know i have noone but myself.